Learn English – the difference between “If I must” and “If I had to”

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I read a message from an American friend saying "If I must leave [place], […]". What´s the difference between "If I must" and "If I had to"? Is there a subtle difference in meaning?

Best Answer

The difference is seen in the following clause in each sentence. Take these examples:

If I must leave my employer, I shall bring the company down.
If I had to leave my employer, I would bring the company down.

The first is looking a distinct possibility, even probable; while the second is merely hypothetical and may not happen at all.